I know you had to

In don't know yet
if you are
My first real love
Or my last, strongest sin
Or something in between

I don’t know yet
if you heard
My first cried song
Or my last tribute to past
But maybe I demand too fast…

But what I know ...
you had to go...
no reasons to show,
Because I know.

But I don't know yet
if you saw,
my first smile of joy
Or my last grin of pain.
But maybe all these words are vain.

I dont know yet
if you gave
your first kiss of love
Or your last childish embrace.
Anyway, we are talking about grace

But what I know ...
you had to go...
no reasons to show,
Because I know.